Archive for April, 2011

Argh, Why Now?!

April 25th, 2011

I am very much disappointed with myself now as I BLANKED OUT DURING AN IMPORTANT INTERVIEW today! That has never happened to me before, but I guess I just want the job so bad that I got so nervous and this happened… the moment is replaying itself on my mind over and over again, I just feel like pulling my hair out because of that dumbness….

I hope Ladyluck is with me today, and that God is showing His mercy to me.. hopefully I’ll land myself that job despite all that stutters and blanked out moment…

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Trailing Over and Over

April 21st, 2011

Current mode: Hati Virus

Song of the moment: Trail of Broken Hearts – Dragonforce

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Here we are far beyond the distant sky
Seen all the world and how the story will be over
Through the snow and tainted mountains we have climbed
Now we have found the light that guides us over
Through the fallen rain we travelled far and wide
And through the blackest darkness
Stars above shining bright

Through the sun and winter rain will fall
All our lives we all were waiting for a sign to call
We’re walking hand in hand in dreams and endless time
How do we know when we will leave this life behind?

Stare at life through eyes of mine
the hate the fear and the pain
There’s a feeling held deep inside – when life you live is in vain

[Chorus]
Fly away down the lonely roads of yesterday
We close your eyes to see the light of brighter days
And all alone we’ll be where time can never heal
With the trail of broken hearts flying free

Once again we walk this lonely road
There are times that we are wading through the rain and cold
We’re lost in memories of what we left behind
Relive the dreams, the endless screams of pain inside

Lives are filled with emptiness
The fear returned once again
Searching endlessly you cannot see
Drown your mind in the pain

[Chorus]

The last temptation will be all that’s left for me

When I see those tears you cry
When I hear those lies you lie
When I see your creation now falling down on me
Is this the reason to be?

[Solos: Sam/Herman/Sam]

[Chorus]

The trail of broken hearts flying free

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Another Lost

April 10th, 2011
It’s been a busy afternoon till early evening yesterday, with us being cooped up in the meeting room for the SPCA KK’s
AGM. We went for dinner at my cousin’s, as to celebrate her son’s 11th birthday and then off to another cousin’s house
to inject medication to one of her cats. I got home – only to be greeted by my pet rabbit, Kitut, right in front of my door! I
let them out from the cage to roam at the verandah for the day. You see, the sad thing was, she was already dead! :~(
She must had been waiting for me to come home, hoping to see me before she died. You see, that’s how the pet
rabbits goes, they usually waits for their owner to come home before breathing their last breath. At least, that’s how it
went with ALL my previous pet rabbits.
That’s another lost of a dear pet within 2 weeks. I felt numb that I couldn’t even cry. Last Wednesday, 6th April 2011, we lost the 12-days old orphaned puppy that was under my care. We thought he would survived since the vet said that if the pup is still alive after 14 days, he’ll lived. 2 more days to go, and he did not make it. The day before, I lost another orphaned young kitten. The week before, I helped my bestfriend to bury her dog, Ikus, a dog that I was fond of too.
Sometimes, losing all these pets made me just want to give up in taking anymore pet into my home, my heart. The heartache whenever I lost any of them is just too much to bear. But remembering how they bring joy to my life, cheers me up whenever I feel down with their antics, and their existence around me keeps me company, keeps me going.

It’s been a busy afternoon till early evening yesterday, with us being cooped up in the meeting room for the SPCA KK’s AGM. We went for dinner at my cousin’s, as to celebrate her son’s 11th birthday and then off to another cousin’s house?to inject medication to one of her cats. I got home around 10pm- only to be greeted by my pet rabbit, Kitut, right in front of my door! I?let them out from the cage to roam at the verandah for the day. You see, the sad thing was, she was already dead! :~(

She must had been waiting for me to come home, hoping to see me before she died. You see, that’s how the pet?rabbits goes, they usually waits for their owner to come home before breathing their last breath. At least, that’s how it?went with ALL my previous pet rabbits.

kitut

Kitut, the light brown. Abu the grey is now left alone :(

That’s another lost of a dear pet within 2 weeks. I felt numb that I couldn’t even cry. Last Wednesday, 6th April 2011, we lost the 12-days old orphaned puppy, Velvet, that was under my care. We thought he would survived since the vet said that if the pup is still alive after 14 days, he’ll lived. 2 more days to go, and he did not make it. The day before, I lost another orphaned young kitten. The week before, I helped my best friend to bury her dog, Ikus, a dog that I was fond of too. And 2 more orphaned newborn pups, Velvet’s siblings, before that.

Sometimes, losing all these pets made me just want to give up in taking anymore pet into my home, my heart. The heartache whenever I lost any of them is just too much to bear. But remembering how they bring joy to my life, cheers me up whenever I feel down with their antics, and their existence around me keeps me company, keeps me going.

Kitut, Velvet, Ikus … you will be missed …. so are the rest which I didn’t even have the chance to name yet ….

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*Yawn*

April 9th, 2011

I woke up at 11.30 a.m. today! Whoa, I feel great! It’s been a while since I ever got the opportunity to sleep in this late, though I was already up before 6 a.m. to feed my cats – they were noisy with their meows. The reason I was able to sleep in that late, because my cat, Duvo, slept next to me, on top of my arm. His warmth was really nice, with his purring as my lullaby.

Unfortunately, I missed one errand to do today, which is replacing the bandage on one of the kittens. I’ll do it once I’m back from the meeting. If only animals has got their own medical card plan, too. Meanwhile, to my friends in the States, if you’re planning on getting any health plan,  Blue Cross Blue Shield quotes could be useful for you. I wish we have such plans here in Malaysia.

Time for me to go, have a great weekend everyone! :) Cheers!

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A Different Type of Lullaby

April 9th, 2011

Have you ever heard of anyone saying that the bass sound coming from home speakers helps them to sleep better? Well, this is the case of my grandma. She asked my cousin who connected the thing for her in the first place, wondering why the speakers does not seem to work. She said, she likes the “dub dub dub” sound coming from it, she will put the speakers on when she wants to take a nap in the afternoon as it helps her sleep better. A some sort of lullaby.

Funny, right? But like people say, whatever rocks your boat. I gave it a shot, and found that it has the opposite effect to me LOL! That’s my grandma, she is funny at times beside being a good story teller :) Love ya, Nenek Puan! :)

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