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As at 17:55 hours today, I walked out from the office of exactly one month, for the last time, and officially becomes unemployed but definitely not jobless Is that possible? Yes, I may be unemployed, but I’ve got lots of things to do, and some of them may generate income for me too. Hence, not jobless

I’ve decided to take another month break before joining the packs for employment. Meanwhile, taking this opportunity to try out the fat burner programme, yes that would be slimming, from my business. It would be a great personal testimonial in future. Nothing beats the testimonials of trying out the products yourself anyway. It’s a detoxification program that will lasts for 15 straight days with only fibre being the replacement food. So I hope, I will shed that extra weights on myself and be healthier to greet the new year to come.

I’m trying to leave behind all the bad luck, incidents, failures by year end. Hopefully, the year of the Rabbit will treat me better. God help me, I really need to turn my life around, 360 degrees!

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When the heart bleeds ……
It can go on for a long time, even forever;
For there is no bandage one can put on it,
except time to lessen the pain …

When the heart bleeds …..
Even when it heals, the scars will be prominent;
For there is no scar ointment one can rub on it,
except softening it with love

So be careful,
The heart is a fragile thing;
Once you break it, even mended, it will never look the same;
The funny thing is, the heart never forget who make it bleeds …
Even broken as it is!

~® Melbie, 2010~

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Yes, I am nervous. Why? Because I am going to tender my resignation tomorrow, IF the boss comes in.  As I just started, it’ll be a 24-hours notice. Why resigning again? Because I do not need to work for someone who’s always seems to be in a sour mood, day in day out, even when he’s oversea. Even when he was taking cold air intake in Europe, he still called up the office and breathed fire to everybody. That was when I decided it was just not worth it.

I didn’t like the way things was the first 2-3 days I started working, but someone convinced me to give it a try. So to whom it may concerned, I’m sorry, I just couldn’t take it anymore. Not when my health is at stake. I do not want to drag myself to go to work everyday.I do not want to go on complaining forever, so I’m doing what’s best for everybody, step down from the post and let someone else have a chance at it. An intense working environment may not be suitable for me, but someone else might thrive at such environment So why not give someone else a chance while I can spend the time looking for something that suits me better eh?

Cheers everyone! Have a nice week ahead!

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My aunt messaged me in FB’s chat earlier and asked whether I am not hungry today …. she commented that I am hungry all the time …. “teruk betul” she said …. LOL! Come to think of it, yes, she is right… for the past few days, that’s all that I had been saying, that I was hungry, no matter what time of the day it is .. hungrier than usual? Or maybe I’m just hungry all the time … adding phentermine to my diet intake might help lessen this problem. Yes, it is a problem, because when I am hungry, and I don’t eat, I’ll get gastric attack. Or maybe I’m just not eating enough.

I cut down my food intake for breakfast, 2 half boiled eggs and a mug of coffee now when I used to take heavy breakfast to get me through the day.  Though my workplace is much nearer to my home, I now have pets to tend to before I go to work. So the time constraint is still there for better breakfast. I’m cutting down on eating out too, in order to control my hypertension. Ouch, now that I said this out loud, seems like I have tons of health problem, don’t I? Grrr… gotta find out where things went wrong in my daily routine.

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It’s almost midnight now, and I’m famished! I had a plate of porridge for dinner, an early dinner at that. I was so tired earlier that I slept instead of going out to get something to eat. I was craving for McDonald’s or Burger King’s burger, and still am. In dire need of a midnight snack, for I can feel the gastric pain creeping in. Argh!

My favourite! Burger King Mushroom Swiss Burger

(photo taken from Burger King Malaysia’s website)

It is actually a good time to learn how to suppress appetite for late night meals are never good for the digestion. But I’m a Malaysian, we love to eat, no matter what time of the day it is And being a true Malaysian, I’m off to cook some Maggi instant noodle before I have to endure the gastric pain!

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